Blog for sept 11 (1)

some sad news.. FFS（friend for sale) will be closing down on 3 sept 11 due to insufficient players . Some games i have played for a long time. But maybe it might be a good news after all, as i have quited maple, after this saturday, i will also give up FFS, leaving only cafe world. i will strive not to play any more new games, as i will spent more time on some reading.

my birthday has been shifted to 17sept. there is so much mixed feeling trying to organise such activities. on the downside, many of my friends either not free and adopting a "wait and see" approach. are they sincerely trying to make the effort to come? or are they thinking of some excuse (for not coming)? should i be positive and hope that they will turn up ? or should i be realistic and cancel the activity?

on the upside, at least a few (2 or 3 friends) support me for this activities.Particular (tian wei ) who has helped me a lot. i guess i should also adopt the wait and see approach. if turn out prove to be low.. probably with a few of us , a movie outing should be good enough.

about last year wish (hopping for a GF this year), i had 表白 to a girl in msg. havent get any reply yet. Got chance? or no chance? i hope i wouldn;t have to worry myself so much.. after all, FATE decides.

the recent president election give me something for me to learn.
Dr Tony Tan is not the the candidate i choose, but results show's that majority (35%) of singaporeans have given him the mandate, thus i should respect the results and hope Dr Tan could be a Good president.

Mr Tan Kin Lian is what i vote for, but he loses badly. but at least he tried, and now he know's where he stands.

Mr Tan Jee Say has also tried. Although he had losed, but at least he give singaporean a non PAP choice and now he knows that 1 out of 4 singaporeans were behind him.

from the above 2 instance, i think i should learn to try as well ( as least i know where i stand). in the event should i fail, i must be able to 看開，放下。my wish for a GF probably have to wait until next year .

just a thought
永言配命，自求多福　。
GOD bless

huitai