七月的感想

一年当中，每几个月之间，总会经历很多准备“资料”的困难。这个月在“始终”的资料里，准备的相当辛苦。近一个月，都没有时间做别的东西。连上个月想一个人的方式去HOTPARK 的计划都一而再的暂延，或许要到月底，还是下个月去会实现了吧。虽然努力了不少，但还是被人“嫌”的感觉是不好受的。总觉得，常常以“道理正确”的角度来指点他人的人来说，世上这样的人还真的不少。但能够真正了解对方，能给予“及时雨”建议的人来说，真的是少之又少。和自己说，人生最重要对得起“天地良心”，对于其他“不善”的建议，不要放在心上。和自己说，应该远离一些“看不起自己和不尊重自己的人”就算没有人问候和关心，也是可以的。

讲到上个月去到west mall 的“职业与培训展”。感觉几乎没有什么职业的前景，几乎只有“花钱”上课的份。这次还是花政府“慷慨“给与每个40岁以上的4000元 读书“的津贴。有照着书本的电邮写给对方，两个礼拜了，还没有任何回应。网上是有相当多的课程。但真的读了就会找到新的工作？感觉这些读书机构只是以赚钱为主。读新的知识能不能帮到自己，还是一个大问题。想想未来几个月把重心放在看道理书，学日本和学二胡。等到现在的工作做不下去之后，才来打算吧

这个月的消费还是比较高，客厅的风扇坏了，又得买新的。鞋也坏了，又要买新的。游戏也花了不少钱，但只要不好色，有一些正当的心灵寄托也是好事吧。这个月有开始几次的游泳，从开始只能游250米，现在可以游450米了。什么是有好的开始，有动力，就有进步的空间。

写到这里，不会谈恋爱的，一个人必须很开心

GOD　bless all the time , 慧台

jobs and Skills Info Kiosk 2024

It has been quite a while since I last email for any new job opening. I guess getting any better jobs without any skill upgrades would be very difficult if not impossible. I managed to see some “jobs and skills booth “happening at west mall (bukit batok), maybe I should step out of my confort zone to visit the booth to see what I can learn in a short to mid-term prospect.

Last Saturday（29jun）, I managed to get some time to visit the booth at west mall. Although it is around 130pm by the time I reached there , there wasn;t as many people attaneding the event as I thought. There were not many brochures either. A lady staff attended to me and walk me thru the registration process. It was not been very clear on what exact course I eligible or wants to take, but after talking to the staff on my present situation, she do agreed that I should find some interesting course (diploma) to do . I was supposed to talk to another expert staff to discuss on my future courses, but the appointment with the staff has been full for the rest of the day. I guess I can only think thru my myself and make some decisions soon.

Looking forward, I should work hard on improving myself mentally and physically. It is only recently I realized that I still had 80over dollars of SGactive credit to be expiring end of 2024. I guess I can only use these credits in swimming pools. probably I would increase my time going to swimming pool to swim.

游戏方面,“帅哥” 终于提早两个月冲“帝”。但讲好会让步的大神，临时却反悔，执意要冲自己的小号。总以为会在资质榜能最少拿15000分的我，结果连13000都拿不到。最后还是无缘领到“忠帝”的称号。想想也只能怪自己太天真，总以为先讲过，大神就会让位。但真实来说，还是靠自己努力才比较实在。未来来说，不会再努力冲什么“王”，还是什么“帝”，该上分就上分，赚一点小奖励就好。游戏会玩多久都是一个未知数，要及时玩开心就好。

时间很快的过了半年，回顾半年的成绩，总感觉自性提升的不够好，也不够快。过错还是常常犯。下半年要加倍努力，不要为自己的过错找理由。错了就改。接下来的日子，要学会习惯寂寞，和孤单做朋友。什么事，什么理想都只能和一个人的我有关系。今天能努力什么，就赶快努力，空闲的时候，多看书，少胡思乱想，反正奇迹是不会出现的。 写到这里，一个人也可以很开心

GOD bless all the time , 慧台