On 24th April, I went to an appointment with Sammi from the Fleek image. I decide to go despite knowing that at the end of the session, I will probably be pressurized to sign up for some expensive courses. I reached the place at 630pm, waited for a while before I could meet up with the beautiful lady. I was led to a room to fill up a questionnaire (I took a photo of the questionnaire only to realize much later that the photo is too blur to be seen)
Questions ranging from knowing where to meet new friends( opposite sex), knowing how to ask for phone number, getting them out for a date , knowing where to go and topic to start with etc. for all the 16 questions, I can only answer NO. Sammi gives some advice, probably because I am too shy to ever initiate a conversation or ever try to make new friends (and probably some conversation courses might be suitable for me)
Finally the cost factor comes in, the cheapest course was around 200 dollars a month for a year (typically a 2400dollars program for an 8 hour professional service in improving myself on the ability to find a girlfriend). Definitely, the cost wouldn’t be that expensive if I really can improve on my image so someone out that might like me in the end. But I can’t bring myself to say yes for that evening. Sammi seem frustrated as she couldn’t bring me to say yes to the programs she offered. I shake hands with her and left the office after an hour of talk.
For the night, I ponder a long time to come to a decision. I should just save so I could buy a car by July this year. Sammi didn’t come back with any email extending the offer she made to me on that evening. Seriously thinking, I might have said yes, if she would call up a few days later to persuade me again.
Finally, a question that I seriously don’t have answers to them, what’s wrong with me. I think I had problem even making normal friends (sammi mentioned if I could have a make a dozen or so friends (which are females) I could choose among them who are more suitable to be my girlfriend. But I can’t even find a friend to advise me on simple stuff on whether what camera lenses to buy, what PC to buy. To believe someone out there to advise me on matters relating to dating is unimaginable.
Looking forward, I can only make the decision for myself, I won a Mac book for my company D&D and non of my friends are interested in buying it , I should post it up on eBay to see I can sell it off , if I can’t sell them, I should use them. The camera seems ok after putting the lenses in the dry box for a few days, I should only decide on a new lens after June this year. I should tell myself, lets not worry on problems that I cannot solve, if I don’t think of them, all these shouldn’t be a problem.
Vesak day is coming. I should wish all of my friends a happy Holiday
be positive 一個人也可以很開心，GOd bless all the time
慧台
讲回来，和自已说，买车是必要的，最少可以帮我父亲拿旧货去卖。几时会买呢？大概就是七月了。到时，银行里头应该会有一万五到一万六吧。
讲到Macbook 事情，东西放上冈了去卖，但因为很少在EBAY卖过东西，所以卖东西的顶限只有在500元以下。自已也只能放500元(但要卖1600百元)，虽然之后，有人标到1015元，但比自已要的1600相差太大了。算了，想想，就自已用吧。
讲到学日语方面，自已在ITAKI买了100美元的CREDIT，(150新币)可以在冈上找老师教我日语。第一次的TRIAL在15号的晚上九点半。本来有节目的我，还把节目推掉，只为了在家上第一次冈上的学习。但老师(MOE)却没有出现，让我一个晚上的时间浪费掉了。到了第二天，老师也没有给不出席的原因，只是把学习的费用(5美元)还了给我。和自已说，算子下个月再找时间，找另外的老师教吧。什麽事都是好事。日语多努力，学一些让自已开心的东西。
毎週土曜日、私は午前七時に起きます。歯をみがいた後、顔をあらいます。もし天気が良ければ公園にジョギングいきます。しかし、雨が降れば家でテレビをみます。
朝ご飯は、普段はパンを食べコーヒーを飲みますが、時々揚げ麺を食べます。
朝ご飯のあと、部屋の掃除と洗濯をします。
向前看，希望給自已多一點開心的理由。有時間，星期六，可以去日本花圓跑步，平時，多看一些經典，少想戀愛的事情。這兩個月都是省錢月。七月份就可以想北京的幻想之旅。努力自已，一個人也可以很開心。GOD BLESS ALL THE TIME
慧台
